Sorry for your lost. The death of someone you love is never easy to deal with. The pain, the grief, and feelings of helplessness can seem unbearable. So at these times, we have the comfort of God and his word to go to. (2 Corinthians 1:3,4) We have the hope that death won't always be here, and that there will be a resurrection. (Revelation 21:4 ; Acts 24:15) Hope that you have some peace to cope with your lost during this difficult time.